Why must I cry…

Why must I always feel weak…

when significant events in my life happen. When change takes place,I’m always the first one to be alone. I’m not sure what I want anymore, this seems like this is how my life will end up. My mom was right lol I am gonna be alone for the rest of my life. I’m a lonely bitch and no one wants to be around me because I’m too damn negative in the first place. This isn’t a pity post, I don’t want attention either, I’m just writing these things on tumblr because I have no one to talk to. I always talked about change towards my friends in a good manner, I talk about it like it’s a positive. BUt that’s just bullshit that I’m feeding to my friend’s.